August 10, 2012 – 4:00pm California Time
Looks like it’s going to be a crazy time getting there. My 1:00pm fight out of LAX was delayed. New itinerary? LAX all day – fly out at 430 pst and arrive at midnight in Virginia. From there get a taxi to a hotel…hang out there during the day and return to the airport the next night….take a redeye to brazil and arrive sunday at 9am, exhausted wild and crazy.
I debated going home today and then just coming back, but I was already here. Like at the airport. Pot committed so to say. Everyone’s just as annoyed as I am. I’m trying to be calm, but I’m not very good at being calm. I feel out of control and completely helpless. And exhausted.
Adventures are a pain in the ass. I’m really scared of doing this. Like, I don’t know. What if something happens? What if this was a sign. Why am I here?
I’ll tell you why. When I know.